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But for us, when we become reflective
enough of things and events, we feel the poignant unity of everything. A kiss,
a heartache, a birth, a poem. These might not come again, because each
represents a unique configuration of one’s self, or of another’s, or a place and
time. We are evanescent, like the moon’s grace or a night’s wind. From moment
to moment, we diminish, either in happiness or sadness, but we are never the
same individual.
And we are left to ponder.
Why are we bitten by nostalgia
over a fact of life, and seem to gravitate towards the desire for permanence in
things and events? And why can’t we let go without the attendant knee-jerk
sadness?

Because, despite our denial, we are creatures of comfort. We hold on to things, memories, recollections, and people that have brought us joy hoping for permanence. A false sense of security.
ReplyDeleteSorrow permeates & haunts nostalgia because it is the manifestation of a fear that we will never be as happy as when we possessed these sources of joy.
Our past will continually haunt us, even when we've found new joys. Memories are never replaced, nor forgotten. Merely diminished by time, and overshadowed by a more bleak present.
Because memories are all we have, really. Hello, Red. I hope you're doing great. :)
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