Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Fleeting.

Fleeting. From: www.douglasstockdale.com
There is sadness that seems to accompany our sense of time passing. We draw our attention to the fact that there is a cycle of life that is close to an elegy, which gravitates towards a profound loss. A laurel might not be conscious of its impending demise, and so, even if it be temporal, it would not be as tragic.

But for us, when we become reflective enough of things and events, we feel the poignant unity of everything. A kiss, a heartache, a birth, a poem. These might not come again, because each represents a unique configuration of one’s self, or of another’s, or a place and time. We are evanescent, like the moon’s grace or a night’s wind. From moment to moment, we diminish, either in happiness or sadness, but we are never the same individual.

And we are left to ponder.

Why are we bitten by nostalgia over a fact of life, and seem to gravitate towards the desire for permanence in things and events? And why can’t we let go without the attendant knee-jerk sadness?

2 comments:

  1. Because, despite our denial, we are creatures of comfort. We hold on to things, memories, recollections, and people that have brought us joy hoping for permanence. A false sense of security.

    Sorrow permeates & haunts nostalgia because it is the manifestation of a fear that we will never be as happy as when we possessed these sources of joy.

    Our past will continually haunt us, even when we've found new joys. Memories are never replaced, nor forgotten. Merely diminished by time, and overshadowed by a more bleak present.

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    1. Because memories are all we have, really. Hello, Red. I hope you're doing great. :)

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